I fell down... Gotta get up!

Well day 2 of the re-commitment has to be better then day one.  Yesterday I planned out my food packed my lunch and went to work.  I made one mistake.... Earlier this week Sam and I did a Costco shopping trip.  I was feeling munchy and had a few lapses in judgment that ended up coming home with me.  So now not only do I have pizza, cookies and trail mix but I have it in bulk!  Yesterday I decided I could handle it, it was so much food I couldn't just throw it away..... Big mistake! By the time I got home from work all I could think about were those three things.  I even tried imagining that my trail mix had somehow been tainted with mayo just so I wouldn't crave it!  I grabbed my banana, took one bite, throw it out, and chowed down on the bag of trail mix... then the cookies.... then the pizza... short break... back to trail mix.  Wow!  By dinner time I was so full but I had been looking forward to the meal I had planned all day and I couldn't possibly admit to Sam that I wasn't eating dinner because I had gorged before he got home.  So... I ate dinner.  It was hard.  I felt terrible.  I literally ended up laying on the floor for an hour because I was so full and uncomfortable!   When I finally managed to stand up and look in the mirror I said out load to myself "Sunnie... For real?  You feel like garbage!  All that food didn't make you happy.  Why would you do that to yourself?  Stop it!"  At least I had the good sense to skip dessert...... Does this happen to you?  What do you do to stop yourself????  

I felt so out of control.  My stomach was doing all the thinking and all my usual practices, even tricks weren't  working!  My sisters and mom have been very helpful but they don't eat meals with me.  They don't do the shopping with me.  They generally don't see me naked either.  So when I knew I couldn't be trusted.... I finally admitted to Sam I was out of control.  He pointed a stern finger at me and said "I'll help you!"  HALLELUJAH!!

HCG... Awe the temptation!

I have spoken with a few friends that have tried HCG and liked it. It is so tempting to get big results like this so quickly! With less then 10 pounds to loose and my dwindling motivation I have to admit to being tempted.

I have lost 40 pounds just from eating better and exercising! Its not that hard, its proven to work, and I can eat more then 500 calories and not mess with my bodies chemistry. So there are my cons for trying HCG.

The pros..... I could lose a pound a day!

Lets discuss,

What is your opinion about HCG?